me when i was a child who had a crush on a girl and didn’t understand it or know what to do with it: pulls a handful of grass from the ground and sprinkles it over her head
remember being like 13 and playing truth or dare with your friends and like you were gay but also you weren’t gay yet and anytime you picked dare you would desperately wish for something homoerotic to happen and it never did and you would get hit with a flash of like hot disappointment